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Posted on May 26th, 2009 by Brian Sparks.
Categories: Blogs.
Brief History of Laodicea:
The city of Laodicea was very very wealthy. In 17ad they had an earthquake that leveled the city. They refused financial assistance from other cities to help rebuild it because of their great wealth. They made their wealth from two different avenues. The first is from expensive eye ointment. Apparently, they made homeopathic ointment to treat different problems with eyes. The second form of wealth building came from glossy black wool. This was a very fine and expensive fabric.
Laodicea was rich with material wealth but God asks them to buy gold from Him. Because where their treasure was, there was their heart.
Laodicea was made wealthy due to glossy black wool. They had clothing but God called them necked because they were not pure on the inside.
Laodicea was wealthy because of their eye ointments yet God called them blind.
[Enter your church name here] is wealthy because of our knowledge and education. But are we ignorant because we haveĀ little wisdom or knowledge of God (Prov. 1:7)?
[Enter your church name here] is wealthy because of our hard work in the work place. But are we lazy because we contribute little to God’s agenda?
[Enter your church name here] is entertained with all the social networking we do (facebook, myspace, twitter, texting, emailing, blogging)? But are we accomplishing nothing because we have done little social networking with God (ie. prayer)?
It is easier to lost faith during times of success than during times of persecution. It is easier to reach a prostitute or murderer, than to reach a moral, religious person.
Posted on May 26th, 2009 by Brian Sparks.
Categories: My Life.
I felt like a dead man all day. Its like I enjoy what I do, you know, worship leading and all. But I feel just so dead. Not in a tired sort of way but more in a depressed sort of way. The first reaction is to move on. Just move away from the stress and the problems. But that’s not right. I surrendered to God so He is the one who is in control over that. But I do feel alive the more I talk about church planting. Do I really want to lead worship right now? No, and yes, but mainly no. I guess the best way to describe it is, I really just want to be used. I don’t feel like anything that I am doing is actually making a difference in peoples lives and nothing matters for the kingdom.
Although, Isaiah when through the same issues, I take very little comfort. Its as though I stand at a cross road. I will either suck it up and keep going straight, take another road to get to a different church (but will it take me in the same direction as right now? Will I be feel useful in a few years there?), I could take off in a totally different direction (full time church planting, full time media assisting a church plant, full time pastoring, back to school, finish my pysch degree). I don’t know.
This week, I have made it a priority to get back on track with scripture memorization. Hopefully I can get it back up and running.
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